My ex contacted me somewhat recently and nothing really came of it—and I did not expect it to. However, something about that contact and the journey I have started to losing weight and trying to lead a healthier overall life has me thinking about him and just missing our friendship. This is mostly due to 2 things: 1. The fact I have a lot of time to myself because I am not going out as much and trying to go to bed early so I can workout in the morning, etc. 2. I currently have no love interest or crushes or anything going on.
Which brings me to my Thursday Thought—I have learned a lot over the years about the difference in being alone and being lonely, but within that I think I could do more work on being “ok” with not having anyone (crushes, love interests, etc). I also truly have no desire to work on finding anyone either right now. Spending time focusing on myself and losing weight and such is priority. If someone happens along, Great! if not, whatever. A new balance I am creating as I approach the big 2-8.
- Feels so great to get back into the groove of being home and not traveling like a maniac—working out and eating right.
- Started watching the Sopranos recently. OBSESSED and now craving an enormous italian buffet.
- Having random fun plans to look forward to like the Beam’s annual Tour de France party and the Darius Rucker concert this Sunday with Meghan, Natasha and Laura.
- My mom comes in 3 weeks for pre-bday celebrations! :)